http://www.netalive.org/ An alternative to idiot-crowded web communities and spam-filled newsgroups. en-us Mon, 11 May 2008 02:23 GMT http://www.netalive.org/topics/45748 It's everywhere and I really don't have a clue as to what it all is. Except for the word change. Change brings stress, and from every thing that is happening, it's no wonder that people get so crabby and cranky for no apparent reason. There is definately a shift in the works. I've been meditating again, and last night was one of the best sessions of meditations I have ever had. I will do a ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45740 In the last few days somethings have unfolded. Simple things. Eye opening things. It's all good. I have been looking at and studing fractiles. Along with this I have been looking at the amount of languages spoken both modern languages that are active and currant in any given society that exists on the planet and languages that are no longer a currant language anywhere in the world. The sheer ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45739 Once every other year my cellphone company places a thick envelope in my mailbox. The envelope contains a standard letter thanking me for my loyalty, and a catalog of cell phones with a massive discount they offer me as a token of their eternal gratitude. Actually I'm still very happy with my K800i, but who's to say no to a new top-notch phone for sixty bucks? After two days of pondering, and s ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45737 Here it is wensday night and life is doing it's thing. There are alot of things I can't do anything about. Every time I try to figure out a soultion that works, I run into another wall. The walls are getting to be so many that I'm exausted from trying to figure things out. I have been struggling not to give in to the massive wall of depression that is trying to smother me. I'm at a place wher ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45732 I stand in awe tonight and have been in awe for a few days now, maybe longer, I'm not sure. And in honesty it doesn't matter, the time thing here, it doesn't matter. I've been looking at fractiles. Hundreds of fractiles. Everyone that I have seen takes my breath away...so beautiful. A forever thought in visual tangablity. I want to take each one and swallow it so that it can take me over an ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45728 Damn, i LOVE Pulseaudio. Finally got surround working as intended. before, i either had 5.1 sound but with 1 program blocking sound/no dmix, or stereo with dmixing. Now i got pulseaudio running, it upmixes stereo automatically to 5.1 when it gets stereo, i can use it on my laptop to listen to sound, i can adjust global volume individually for each program and so on. And the future of pa does ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45726 Well, I think every human has been asked whether he thinks god exists or has at least put some thoughts into it. For me, for a large part of my live I din't really believe in any god/s, though I might have prayed for some things, and when they happened I'd be like "oh guess I was lucky or if it was due to god, HAHA god, I tricked you into doing my biding". Later on in my life, i thought i was ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45722 It's sunday morning. My head is running on overload again this morning. When this happens, as it does quite often, I will try to focus on one idea. Kind of ignore the rest of the stuff going on and just focus on one thing and sometimes it helps to get things a bit more focused and generally makes the day a bit easier. this morning this thought went through my head: artist: an accomplished m ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45719 I'm writing this tonight because maybe someone who needs to hear what this feels like so that they can understand themselves with it hits or they can maybe gain a different perspective when someone they love is going through it. Every woman experiences it differently, but all women do go through it, there is no escape. And for better or worse, the men they are with go through it by vertue of bei ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45717 I just finished watching Kill Bill and Kill Bill 2. I'm not sure how many times I've seen them before, but each time I've seen one or both of them, I have, as with all movies that become the stock and trade of my favorite movies, walked away with something different, each time. This time was no different. I thought about the story, the characters in the story. Them being symbolic types for d ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45715 I found something, not that it has been lost, it just took me a while to find it. I was reading about Ayn Rand. She was an author. Her books include: The fountian Head, and Atlas Shrugged. There has been alot of things written about her books. But it's her phillosophy that has found it's way into my view. Objectivism. From what I have read, it is the most reasonable approach to living that I h ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45708 Another week done, from the work perspective. It wasn't a bad day outside of the crazy winter weather we are still suffering under. Spring is just a dream at this point. I've come to terms with that. For all I know it may stay winter here forever...just like in the movie groundhog day. I have so little energy and no ambition, so I try to keep busy to counteract this. I noticed that I'm writ ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45704 I've been looking up things on the net. Something that can end up getting one caught up in chasing something for days. I heard about this book, only one in existance, the vonynich manuscript, so I typed in the word and found lots and lots of information about it. I started bookmarking everything. I don't know if I will be able to wade through everything, it is truely like a sea of informatio ... http://www.netalive.org/topics/45698 I sit here reading a conversation that is encapsulated in a few words, written a couple of years ago. I wonder what happened. I started looking through the pages of people that have come to this place, and I noticed dates of last visit. So many people, so many lives, voices that still echo off the walls. Pages of a book that is a world unto itself. http://www.netalive.org/topics/45697 These days it feels like getting through the day is alot like going up a really steep rocky hill. I made it through another wensday. The last few days have been very strange. They almost feel like I've been asleep and am dreaming again. I wonder how many other people in the world feel this way at least some of the time. I'm not talking about getting loaded and then beginning the day, I'm tal ... http://www.netalive.org/feeds/button.gif http://www.netalive.org/ 88 31