ExtraordinaryGirl's journal

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I just found it, it's funny!

Another weekend full of nothing.
Usually i am siting at home and writting posts, watching TV, my friends are coming over, i talk on the phone a lot, listen to the music, writting stuff, play my guitar, do my homework, read books, stay up all night! And now i am really bored of doing the same stuff over and over again every weekend, so i decided to make some changes. I dont wanna have some kind of a scedule, but i have a little plan in my head.

1. I am going to the beach with my 3 best friends to skate there.

That's not it but it's the bigest change.
We decided to do it every Sunday 9:00-2:00p.m.

I am gonna add more stuff into my weekends, but i think it's enough for this one! I have a big report due monday...and that sucks!

Everybody has their own problems, but running aways is not a thing that you can solve this problem with.
I have a lot of friends, they have a lot of problems, to solve their problems they always ran away. It is not helpfull, they are tryiong to show their parents that they disagree with them and by running aways they are trying to scare them, to show them that they can do whatever they want. Crying to death and calling me is not helping at all.
I personaly solve my problems by doing something helpfull or at least ot waisting time crying a river of tears and tellingmy parents that they gonna sorry for what they did.
But not everyone is doing twhat i am doing, talking to people i have problems with.
Another thing is that my friend called me last night and said that her parents are giving her dog away because they cant take care of it. She was screaming, crying, fighting. Not helping the situation at all, she wouldnt listen to me to come down, and getting angry on the phone after 4 hours talking, that i have to go.
So she asked her stupid boyfriend what to do, he was being a dumbass and told her to ran away! She asked her where to go and where to live, he said to go to her friends house. So now i have to lie for her that she is not at my house, lie to my parents that she didnt run away, that she is just living with me for the nest week.
I personaly hate this!
Another thing i really dont like and i used to make fun of it is when somebody having a party and couples are fighting, girls like to run away to the kitchen or somewhere else and cry waiting for guys to find them and getting angry when they dont do that! I think its just away there! Stupid and dumb.

Sometimes i feel so lonely, sometimes i feel ignored.
Sometimes you catch me falling.
Sometimes i go and i know you'll bring me back.
Sometimes i feel invisible to you like about to breath.
Sometimes i lost inside but i know you'll bring me back.
Sometimes i think of someting, something that includes you.
Sometimes i think of words and meaningd, and ofcourse of you.
Sometimes i think of "maybe" and "can we" in my head.
I know you'll bring me back and catch me falling, i know its hard to understand.
You missed me falling when i triped, you missed me falling for someone new.
I know you'll be there if i need you, i know you'll be there when i cry, i know you'll be there when i call you.
But everything seems so different after i felt in love with you...

I started doiong my own web-site, it's actually harder than i thought it will be, but i am sure that it worth it.
I already drew all the icons and i bought all the sounds, and i have more than enough space to make it huge.
I choose a name for it "Trouble-Maker", thats like about me, because i am so much trouble!
I already did the front page and my page.
I am going to have different things there, like downloads and pictures also writtings and songs.
So i'll be gonna for a while, and after i finished i will give you all information about it.
I am working alone so its gonna take me some time =).