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April 29,2003 4:25PM
Ahhh! I don't know what to do. My boyfriend is upset with me cuz I can't go get food with him. I am massively trying to study for my psy midterm and I have been studying alot lately I know that. I feel bad because as much as he wants to be with me, I want to be with him too. I mean I don't know what to do, and it is really frusterating. Not to metion the fact that Mark got a job. Yea! But it also comes with its downside, and that is the fact that now that I will be out of school, as of tomorrow, Mark will be busy with work. I mean we will still get to see each other and everything. I don't know. I have to much to think about at the moment. Too much on my mind. Oh well I just hope he knows how much I care about him, and it is not that I don't want to be with him or spend time with him because I do. I REALLY DO!! Oh well I can only do so much. Lata.
April 29,2003 1:17PM
Almost over, I am almost done with school. Praise the Lord! I can't wait... I have one more day left. That is all I can think about is that I can almost breathe a sigh of relief. I am tired of thinking, and working, and worrying, and stressing. It just gets so old after awhile. Today isn't too bad of a day so far, except for the fact that I had to get up way to early. I am not a morning person. Well I gotta keep on studying. Lata.
April 26,2003 8:55PM
God I hate school, I am so tired of it. I have only a week left, but I want to be done NOW! I am so sick of homework and the pressures that go along with everything. I am sick of grades, and wondering how well I am doing. I wish I could just quit, but that would be too easy. Hopefully I live through all of this...or I don't go crazy. Lata
April 25,2003 4:42PM
Yeah...this was the last week of classes for me. It feels so good to almost be done with the school year. Next week I have four finals and then "WALLA"! I am done. I can't wait to finally be able to sleep in again, to have time to spend with friends and family..to be able to just breath and relax. Although I say this now and I am sure things will happen that will prevent the very thing I look foward to. But you know what? Darn it...I am going to be optimistic for a change instead of being such a pessimist all the time. It is going to be a awsome, sunny, great summer and I am going to enjoy myself. Well I gotta study for finals and then some relaxation is due. Lata.
April 25,2003 5:33PM
I am at home right now and it feels good. Home is always a good place to be. I feel so stressed at the moment cause I have so much on my mind and finals are coming up. Not to metion I have tons of stuff due tomorrow that I am not even close to being done on. Oh well...I can do it..I can do it! I know I can! I just keep telling myself this otherwise I think I would go crazy. Mark is at work right now...I think he is getting slammed right now probably. He works at a tux place and it is prom time so I know they are busy. Well I gotta get to work.
*I love it when people reply to my posts...it is nice to know people see them. Thanks. Lata.
April 21,2003 8:01PM
I am so overwhelmed..I couldn't even tell you what emotion I am feeling. My mom is so upset...because she just got the report from the doctors and it is very likely that she could have breast cancer. The worst part is I am not sure how to comfort her or what to say. All I can do is let her know that I am there for her and that I love her. Then to top it all off my grandmother called and informed my mom that her sister who has had cancer for almost a year now just collapsed today and was taken to the hospital. There they found that she had numerous brain tumors and has at the most a few weeks to live. Not to metion the fact that I have finals coming up which I am not prepared for...and a crap load of work due for my classes. It seems when things are bad they only get worse. The funny thing is through all of this I just keep trying to shrug it all of and try to think that everything will be ok. I guess all I can really do is pray and wait. Lata.