Mindy's journal

April 20,2003 12:40AM
It is late at night, and I just got off the phone with Mark. I wish I could cheer him up. Sorry it has been a few days since I last posted but life has been busy and hectic. Saturday night I got to go on a date with Mark it made my evening so great. We went to the Levee and saw the Disney movie "Holes" it was very enjoyable. Then we got dinner at Dewey's Pizza it was good. And we got to go to Barnes and Nobles and just browse...I love book stores Mark and I discussed how enjoyable it would be if we could live in a book store, with free coffee,etc.
Today was Easter Sunday, as I do every Easter I got all dressed up, went to church and had a great meal with my family. I love my moms cooking it just made me feel so content. You know that feeling when your tummy is so full you feel like you are going to burst, and you are so sleepy, just so relaxed. It is like one of the best feelings in the world.
The only negative aspect of Easter is all the pictures. I am just not a picture girl. My mom on the other hand is a picture manic..lol. She loves to take pictures. So me and my sister did the usual posing, etc. But I managed to live through it.
Well I need to get some sleep so I guess I will close here. Till I post again. Lata.
~Mindy~ <><

April 18,2003
Bad news in my life. My mom had a routine mamogram and they found thirteen suspcious lumps in her breast. Talk about scary. There is a good possiblity that it could be cancer but they won't know until they do a biopsy. I guess all I can do is hope, pray, and put my trust in God that He will take care of my family. Lata.
~Mindy~

April 17,2003 11:56PM
Friends are the best thing in the world. They can make your day so awsome it is amazing. I love my boyfriend he is like the best thing in the world. I just have to be happy whenever I am around him. Paul is pretty cool tho too. Elizabeth is on the phone with me right now she is soo awsome it is like she just has this radar to know whenever I am extremely happy or extremely sad. And she always gets ahold of me during those times. Work went really well tonight too...I got three pledges that came out to about 100 bucks and a credit card pledge which is awsome! It got me more money. Some of the girls in my hallway are drunk right now which is kind of funny. It is always amusing to listen to them talk and stuff. I am not sure exactly all to say except that I am really happy and I have had a really great day. I had lots of fun. Oh well I get to go to bed happy tonight it is so wonderful. Lata.
~Mindy~ <><

This post was edited by Mindy on Apr 18, 2003.

April 16,2003 11:34AM
Just got back from my moring classes and AIM still is not working!! It is driving me crazy. I am an AIM addict what can I say. LOL. It is the only way I keep in touch with people. I feel like I have literally lost a connection with the world when AIM doesn't work. I have tried everything too and I have no clue how to get it working again. School is going ok but I still have tons of work to do. I will be so happy when this semester is finally over with. I got to eat a quick bite of breakfast this morning which was good. The weather is great, nice, warm and sunny. Anyways I need to go and get some work done and have some devotion time. Lata.
~Mindy~ <><

April 15,2003 9:37PM
Man today wasn't all that bad. I woke up in a nice comfy bed. Got to sleep in. Did a bunch of homework today so I was productive anywayz. But when you lock your keys in your car at 8:30 at night it isn't a pretty picture. I have never ever done that before and tonight was not the night for it to happen to me. Oh well it all worked out I got a hold of my RA and she got me into my dorm room and then my step-dad came up and unlocked my car for me and got my keys. I am just tired, really really tired, why I don't know cause I have actually gotten decent sleep the last few nights, and I have been eating well. Mark isn't having a good night either. School is hard and the fact that I have three more and possibly four more years of it is not appealing. But I know in the end it will be worth it. At least I hope it is. My mom and I actually got along pretty well today which is always a nice suprise. She helped me out quite a bit with my homework and for that I am very grateful. It helped to relieve a little of the stress I have been under. Well I guess I need to go and do some more homework now and spend some time with God and then try and get some sleep. Lata.
~Mindy~ <><

April 14,2003 12:03PM
What a beautiful day...it is so nice and sunny outside, warm, the birds are chirping..it just puts you into a good mood. I know I have so much to do and so little time to accomplish it all but at the same time where I would normally be going out of my mind and stressed I am at peace and focused on what all I need to accomplish but not worried. I know that whatever happens God is there for me. That I can accomplish what needs to be done because He is right there beside me helping me along the way. Even if I fail which I don't think I will but if it does happen God will be with me even in my time of failure. If i do fail it is of my own doing, but I know I can make everything work and I can do it. I made things a lot harder on myself then it needed to be, but it is a good lesson to learn. Something that I will now be able to keep with me.
So basically this is what I wanted to share, look outside, take a deep breath of the fresh air, and rejoice because you are alive, and able to enjoy the things around you. God bless. Lata.
~Mindy~ <><