PenguinStalker's journal

I'm tired of the slow stupid pace of life without intalect.

Some time ago I had gotten to the point where books, with the exaption of man pages or printed manuals, were no longer interesting ie. two hours + 1000 pages of nonsense = lessbrain cells.

Ah, salvation has finaly arrived... William Gibson's Pattern Recognition as rivitalized my soul and given me hope for the future. with a story that intices my mind and a writing style that makes me feel good about what's going on. This book is downwright amazing to my long hangry mind.

This is one of those happy/dipressing day's. My jobs killing me, my calculus is killing me I feel like building something productive but can't seem to get up off the couch(whitch is rare for me I'm always active) and It's a beutifule day outside.

Maby I just haven't been maniging my time properly. I love to spend time with my freinds and Girlfriend but I seem to naver have time for studying.

I thought about getting an old civic or crx to put miles on so I could get a dilivery job as well as my programming job. But now I've realized that that will not salve my problums only time manigment will. hehe, however fun it might be.

Oh what a frustrating day of contradiction this day is.