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Ddd

This post was edited by blacksky on May 02, 2007.

Somehow I am unable to find time for anything. I am unable to study for the GMAT. I am unable to go to the gym. I am unable to stay off cigs. If I can't even find the time to do these simple things, how am I supposed to find time to do somthing more complex like finding myself ?

I am trying to take the GMAT. I think I am ready to move from a "person who does the work" to "a person who manages" category. I've enjoyed being in the brasstacks, getting my hands dirty and getting stuff done. Yet, I would like a more centerstage position in the future. I do not simply want to be a blackbox anymore. What a do enjoy immensely is engaging real time with people on real life situations and problems. And solving problems for an organization is something that I do enjoy.

I've decided to wait for my GMAT results before I decide the universities I can apply to. My choices are extremely limited as I can only go to school part time, and cannot relocate at this point in time. I had promised myself that the next time I take up a job, it will be a company and a role that were more aligned with my talents. Let's see if I can make any progress in that direction.

However, it is really quite challenging to find time to study when one is working. In fact, I have trouble finding time for anything besides work. Last week I had started going to the gym, yet this week I had to work late for a couple of days and simply could not muster up the courage to transport myself to the gym. I went to sleep early last night and woke up at 4.45 a.m., maybe I can do this consistently and manage to create life outside work.

Ddd

This post was edited by blacksky on May 02, 2007.

How come nobody ever comments on any of my entries ?

Ddd

This post was edited by blacksky on May 02, 2007.