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Life is boring

This post was edited by court12134 on Aug 12, 2008.

Wow, I don't know where to start my heart is pounding, my head spinning, and i can't feel my body. It's day nine and it feels like I've known this guy my whole life. I can't even think to type anymore. I might actually be in love. I will right more later.

Today I talked to my lover in New Nork agian he was in the hopitile I feel like such an idiot i was so rude to him and it hurts me to know that he was injured and i was being rude to him when he wasnt answering my calls

I have had my heart broken once agian. Many times over agian my heart has been hurt but never like this. I've been dating this guy for sometime now but he is in New York and I am in Florida so it has been very hard for us to share the times we dream of having together. Now he has quit talking to me with no notice i want to know why but I can't get an answer. I will go to bed now I have to go to school in the morning and I know I will be tired if I don't go now

I just started dating this guy john yesterday but i have found out tha none of my friends like him and i dont know why this is i mean he so sweet and gental he cares so much about me and i could tell that by his kisses so is everyone just trying to make me fell bad or do i really not need to be with this guy

Please give all the advise you have i really need to know what to do

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Courtney

My world has come to an end i mena ive been testing jt alot and im happy with him but some things just cant be changed expesially when u loose ur daughter even though im only 16 its been three years since my daughters death if there is anyone who can help me please do