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Evolution, v3.0

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# 28156

I went on a travel
to a friend
today I've evolved
into someone else! :)

Right now, I'm back from my travel to my all and everything's place. I feel so .. happy, accepted, so free right now. Finally someone who DOES accept me as the person I am. So I evolved this weekend, brought my personality a step further. To what point further I dont know, but it was a fucking huge step. :)

Seven league boots, like the dictionary says.

My thoughts are not circling around her, no. This actually is quite a wrong description: in my mind, she is just staying in focus! 8)

I'm feeling kinda strange right now: both so happy and then so sad - I've found her, but then she's 250 km away from me. Oh, but I really really believe she is the right one.

Or to say it with Terry Pratchett's words: 'They did not believe in gods. That would be like believing in coffee mugs. Instead, they did KNOW.'

I do know by now.

cu, w0lf.

High hopes

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# 26672

Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our troughts strayed constandly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begin

Along the long road and on down the causeway
Do they still meet there by the cut

There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The night of wonder

Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide

At a higher altitude with flag unfuried
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world

Eneumbered forever by desire and ambition
There’s a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we’ve been so many time

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

Forever and ever

- Pink Floyd, High Hopes (I'm right now listening to it - Pulse CD #1 ... 1995 live album - lyrics to be found over here, btw: a nice portal ;))

This post was edited by ginsterbusch on Sep 17, 2004.


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# 26526

Well, I'm going to post some of my so-called english transvariations of my lyrica - which I originally have posted at DSO. Anyway, here we go ;)

cu, w0lf.

This post was edited by ginsterbusch on Sep 14, 2004.

Mad experiments

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# 26133

Oh deer
It already happend
It already happened
I'm slighty maaad!

.. so, what's up: I'm currently attending a self-employed sleeping experiment - just take a look at this oh my blog entry, which will make it way more clear to you, the fellow reader of this oh my journal entry! 8)

... oh see: all the happy little bushes ... 8)=

cu, w0lf.

Paranoid feelings

# 26043

Ehm .. I think I'm getting paranoid - are you guys following me or what? Shouldnt mention my prefered sites anymore, I think.

Whats this all about: When I was visiting one of the above mentioned sites, I found THIS comment:

orchid, 1. September 2004, 18:31
Kein Hormon
Ein Enzym. Aber frag nicht weiter.

And this person uses NAO as homepage - so it can only be Orchid!

.. I feel followed ... 8-o

cu, w0lf.

This post was edited by ginsterbusch on Sep 02, 2004.

17 Days to go ...

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# 26016

Well, including today there are only 17 days left of my 24th year of life ...

Although I'm already preparing myself for reaching that old mans age of 24 years .. anyway.

DONT TELL ME I didnt mention it loud enough ;P

cu, w0lf.

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