hells_angel's journal

It's nice to see that we got rain today. Unfortunately we had to get it now. It's bleak and dreary outside. I don't know if I really wanna walk home in that. I know I am going to have to. We need the rain I just wish it would have waited til tonight.

I have other reasons why I don't want to go home. I know that Tim is going to kick Danny when I get there. If he doesn't I'll be surprised.

Ok I am getting tired or I am tired I don't know.

You ever notice in most chat rooms when you try to have a simple conversation with a guy he gets overly eager?

Maybe it's just me but I get creeped out by that. Some of them you only talk to for maybe 20 mins and they are talking about wanting to meet you and stuff. I personally think to myself "damn chill you don't know me that well"

Plus you never know if they are telling you the truth anyways, well that goes for everybody I guess.

My brother is doing a fantastic job of displaying lack of common sence. This morning he had his friends come up before school and they were being loud and obnoxious!! Which he knows that I like to sleep in the morning as does my mom and my step dad. He gets home after school and he decides he and his girlfriend need to pick a damn fight with each other so they can be loud. Then he decides to leave while he has his friend there. And let me tell you his friends aren't the type that you can leave at your place and trust them not to mess or steal anything.

I ought to beat that kid over the head with a book or something and beat the common sence into him.

Sometimes I wish I was an only child....

Oh well my little brother is gonna get his head knocked off later by my other brother cuz my other brother sleeps before he goes to work. He works third shift so sleep is really important to him and my little brother knows this but he doesn't give a damn about anyone but himself. I know this.

My mom lacks common sence when it comes to my little brother, she lets his girlfriend spend the night and for what? That's just an excuse for him and her to you know... I don't wanna hear her crying or him complaining that his girlfriend got knocked up.

Do we choose our own fate, or does fate choose us?

Is it better to start from the end of something, than rather start from the begining?

Are some fights worth losing?

Do we really get what we pay for?

Is karma something we really wanna mess with?

Can people change overnight?

Do we settle into life or does life settle us?

Do people lack common sence cuz they are blind to reality?

Do we pick the relationships that we want to work out?

Do we believe in anything or do we just say we do?

Does god really exsist or is he just a myth?

Is there such thing as "free"?

Do we stay where we are in life because we are afraid to go somewhere else?

If you run away are you a coward?

If you run away from your problems do your problems follow you wherever you go?

Is there such thing as love at first sight?

Would life still be interesting without drama?

This post was edited by hells_angel on Apr 20, 2005.

I just got done talking to my friend Loretta. She was telling me about how this one guy we went to high school with is getting married. Which shocked me cuz he never seemed like the type to settle down and get married.

This girl we went to high school with, she was a b*tch, is in rehab now.

It's kind of funny to see how much things change once your out of high school.

Loretta is trying to patch things up with her ex Josh. I think he's good for her and she's good for him. They are a really good couple it's just right now the timing is off with them so maybe when things calm down in their lives they will get back together.

Katie's pregnant. Anne has a kid and is living in GA somewhere.

And me I'm sort of where I was when I was in high school. It's almost funny.

Ok yesterday I wore these one pair of jeans that I got for Christmas that I haven't been able to wear for a few months well I wore them yesterday and I actually had room in them. Right now I am wearing another pair of jeans that I got for Christmas that did not even fit me then. I must be doing something right.