Reading Ettena's journal

Pheww! I'm happy today! Have no explanation for it, happiness comes and leaves only god knows why...

Uuuuuh! I could kiss the world! Make funny noises and laugh my head off...
I absolutely don't fear any of my future right now! Why should I? The world is so wonderful if you make it to see things optimistically. Simplify them. It's so easy. Nothing is real unless you believe it. That's the formula for me. My new philosophy. Counting the positive things in life, waking up to them. Enjoy every minute I can. What's left? There's no need for fear at the moment.

If only I could convince the world of it!! Words don't seem to be my domain. Could feelings help? Please stop the war immediately. If only I could convince everyone. War's not the way.

Why
why
why?

Let me convince you and I show you happiness. But end this war.

Tschüss, alder Babbsack! Hier parkste richtig.

Hello.
I'm just writing to tell you that I enjoyed reading this journal entry of yours. It reminds me of how I have felt on certain days, in certain moments, moments I remembered and was not always willing to describe. Perfectly you've described it. Unbreakable will, freedom. Pure and unreasonable joy.

I have not had one of those sort of days in weeks though. Mounths maybe. Long days have recently circulated into a pattern.

Thank you for reminding me of anouther sort of day...maybe I needed to be reminded, in this hour especially.

moonshadow

p.s. I wish the war could be halted so easliy. If only it could...

This post was edited by moonshadow on Apr 08, 2003.