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April 6,2003 9:35PM
Happiness, what is happiness? I am still not sure. I think it must be one of those things that you never truly understand or figure out. I say this because I think if I knew how to be happy, or truly understood what happiness was I would know how to avoid being unhappy. Now don't get me wrong I have had alot of happiness or happy times..my life isn't always the pits. Have you ever noticed how everything in life is always mixed up together? One thing always effects another it is just one of those things that you have to endure..because it is life. Life it is a term that is used all the time to use as a scapgoat for those painful times you must endure, for the bad...whenever anything happens you can always count on hearing.."its life". At the moment I am back at school tired with tons to do, and tons to think about. My day has been one mixed up day and I can't yet determine whether it was a really bad day or a good day or what it was. I think I may just be too tired to figure it out. I came back to school, unpacked all my stuff, cleaned, and am now sitting here typing this journal entry. I need to get some homework done and get some sleep. I think that is what I am going to go and do. Sorry this entry makes no sense whatsoever. It is just a bunch of words thrown down in an attempt to create an entry. Lol. I am just lost tonight. But I know I will find myself once again. Another day... a new tomorrow...future. Hmm..intersting thought. Lata.