Reading Mindy's journal

Apr 11, 2003 01:51 # 10455

Mindy *** isn't happy...

My Evening

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April 10,2003 9:45PM
This has not been the best night. Nothing horrible has happened just hasn't been great. I still have tons of work to do for school, and I have a really long weekend ahead of me. Normally weekends are something I look forward to but for some reason or another I just am not looking forward to this one. I feel over scheduled. Friday I am suppose to be doing this for one person being with someone else and it is just making me feel as though I am being pulled in different directions. Then Saturday my entire family is coming for my cousins bridal shower which I by no choice of my own am required to go to. And all of this not even metioning all the homework I need to accomplish. Basically it is the same old problem of too much to do and too little time in which to do it. Work didn't go well either I got no donations what so ever which is always a downer. And my favorite shows are on tonight CSI and Without a Trace and I don't have the time to watch them because I have too much work to do. As I sit here thinking about my predictment I think about why I am even at college and the simple reason is that I am trying to secure myself a good future, at the cost of the present being hectic, stressful, and at times full of unhappiness. And I have to ask myself is it worth it? But I don't know what the answer is. Not sure if any of this makes sense, but then the world is insane if we look at it. Hehe. Ok well I need to get to work on the massive amounts of homework I have. Till I find time again. Lata.
~Mindy~ <><

Apr 11, 2003 05:47 # 10457

oxygenius *** can sympathize...

Re: My Evening

one little suggestion at first:
could you PLEASE break down your evil long spagetthi sentence into several paragraphs? that would really help reading it - as i can sympathize with you. :)

Basically it is the same old problem of too much to do and too little time in which to do it. Work didn't go well either I got no donations what so ever which is always a downer

btw: what do you work? or might better asking: whom do you work for that you have to take donations?

And my favorite shows are on tonight CSI and Without a Trace and I don't have the time to watch them because I have too much work to do.

CSI is my favorite TV series, too (of course i can only watch the german translations, but its still great ;)). but you dont know how lucky you are - you at least GOT a place where to watch tv - I even don't own a TV!

think about why I am even at college and the simple reason is that I am trying to secure myself a good future, at the cost of the present being hectic, stressful, and at times full of unhappiness.

is this really the reason? or is it the reason all your relatives said you should attenf college for?

And I have to ask myself is it worth it? But I don't know what the answer is.

this matters me, too. i keep asking myself: is it worth attending Fachhochschule (something similar to university, but specified on a exact topic, eg. business, or technology), after i've been into real life, real work for roughly about a year?

i'm missing the thrill to find out new ways, to learn different schemes of doing your work better ... but then, i'm always reasure myself saying: well, you CAN work like hell, but if you aint got something you can show up with, what is proofing at least to those people who are in a need of (and there are many, MANY of them in the business i work), you always will have to fight and struggle like hell. and this study will give you not only a darn diploma, but also several attributes and abilities you currently dont posess.

well, just my two cents ... ;)

Not sure if any of this makes sense, but then the world is insane if we look at it.

oh, it does make great sense to me, believe me. once again: i really can feel with you, as i'm in a somewhat similar position, getting suck in similar problems.. ;)

cu, w0lf.

Metal has no laws. Metal is the law.

Apr 11, 2003 07:35 # 10461

Orchid *** wants to know...

Re: My Evening

CSI, tv-series? Hasn't got CSI something to do with horses?

"Sie wollen nichts anderes. Sie wollen kämpfen! Sie sind Soldaten! Fucking Wahnsinnige!" - Noel G.


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