Reading Magnifico's journal

I've become very aware of my surroundings lately. Not extremely perceptive; I'll never be that way. However, I rarely make such important connections as "telling a friend I'll be here" and "telling another friend I'll be here" as being contradictory. But yeah, I'm noticing small things more now. I'm noticing the weather, and how to see what's coming. I realize that it's gonna be a rainy day when that giant spider in my windowsill stays in the corner in the morning. I realize it's about to stop raining when pressure starts to build up in my head. I realize that I'm slowly becoming one with the world, joining in with that unified consciousness. Not just species, but with all things. My guinea pig seems to have calmed down a lot lately, and my cat doesn't scratch me every time I pet her. I've sort of attuned myself better to gravity. I feel completely normal when surrounded by nature, rather than bored by the lack of flashing lights and exploding cars on TV. I've started to enjoy art more; I've become more adept at music, and I feel that my tastes have begun to spread more and more. I feel great. I can't wait for the cold to come, that wonderful feeling of wrapping myself up in warmth, both physical and emotional, that always seems to come with winter. It's my time of renewal, when I feel the most energetic.

This is my time.
I feel overjoyed.

I'll believe in anything if you'll just believe in anything

This post was edited by Magnifico on Sep 07, 2003.

I've never really been out of tune with the world around me, however I think that comes from being raised in a rural area. When I was a little kid I spent hours outside playing with insects and chasing rabbits. Though as I've grown up I spend less time outside. Anyway, glad you enjoy winter, I don't because I stay extreamly cold, regardless of how bundled up I am.

Enjoy life my friend!

--Jami

--Jami Yeah, that's gonna sting in the morning.