Reading GreyIceWater's journal

Well, i had to go back to sprint today....ugh. have i ever menchioned that i HATE sprint? well i do. i waited for like 50 min. just to verify my age and all that. But on the good news, or i thought it was, we got a new song in band today. and i thought it was hard and nice and all that. wrong. grade 3- THREE!! sigh. i wonder if our band will ever rebound. i hope so. but then another part of me says, who cares, i'm gone. but the thing is, i do care. way to much though, thats the thing. and part of me is sad bc i'm leaving for everything, well college only now. i can't do drum corps..........*makes me sad*
i have many MANY reasons why not. primarly, my knee (i'm having surgery soon on it again!) and dustin. i'm not going to lie. i told God, if you don't want me to go, tell me. If you do, then tell me please. and that day, i was worried bc i had already paid my app. fee, and i got home and my letter was there, stamped 'return to sender' bc i had insufficiant postage. talk about a sign. i love God. then i went shopping which was pointless and got a pedicure. thats about it. i love wheel of fortune and oh yea, i got a new screen name : StarStainedSoir. its though AIM and i love spending time with my well best friend i guess. amo te.