Reading hells_angel's journal

I find myself in a somewhat better mood than yesterday but still everyday is the same. I know I am going to have to call my mom sometime this weekend. I am not looking forward to talking to her because I was up late last night and I did a lot of soul searching and I came up with a few idea's that might help me out. I might take a year off of school and find myself. I used to be so sure that college was for me and that it was what I really wanted but now that I'm here I don't think I want to be here. I just think I should take some time off and find out who I am again and come back ready and willing to make it through college. Dre called me last night. We talked for a little bit. I still didn't tell him everything that has been going on. It'd be so much easier if I could just tell him I'm happy for you and not worry about it. But I never was known for taking the easy route.

I think on a serious note though I might take the year off of school and travel. I really want to go to the places I've never seen before. I've been to Ohio, New York, Michigan, and Maryland. I want to go to the ocean and take in the view. Maybe even to go to the Carolina's or something. I just want to get out of Pennsylvania and do something different. I'm following in my Aunt and my Uncle's footsteps by even coming to Clarion Univeristy and majoring in Communications. I am going to do something for me and come back and major in English I think. I can still own my own magazine company with a degree in english.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass

This post was edited by hells_angel on Mar 18, 2004.