Reading hells_angel's journal

Has anyone ever listend to the song and the first time they listend to it they didn't like it? I'm just asking because I used to hate that song "My Immortal"-Evanessence partly because I didn't understand what the meaning of the song was. Well I finally figured out what they meant.

The Lyrics:

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though your still with me
I've been alone all along

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

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I think they meant that when you have a good friend or a love and you know that they are going to leave you for some reason, you just wish that they would leave you and get it over with because it hurts to much to see them where you are. It also hurts to be in the places that you two used to be together because you can sense that part of them is still with you when you are there.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass