Reading hells_angel's journal

I got in a fight with Dre last night. It was around this time last night too. I hung up the phone on him. He said he's sick of arguing with me. But somehow he always knows how to make me smile, yet make me feel bad.

I think maybe this time the fight was my fault. But I'm not tellin him that. I want him to appologize for saying that if anything would have happend to me on the date I was suposed to have it would have been my fault because I was only talking to the guy for a month.

We didn't patch things up yet. I probably wont either. We just made things worse. I made the mistake of telling him I got his answering machine message. I was in the bathroom when he called. Oh well. Ok so I wasn't exactly in the bathroom but I was close to it. I think.

It's ok. If I don't get online after class today and he doesn't call me I'll know. I'll know like I knew last night that he didn't care.

Maybe I just think he doesn't care. I mean let's look at the facts. He has a girlfriend, he's gonna marry her. Yep just as I thought he doesn't care.

I could have had him as a boyfriend, if I wouldn't have hooked up with that guy then break it off because he didn't call me or anything. Oh well my mistake. It's all done. I'm just gonna walk away from him, if he doesn't let me, I'll run.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass