Reading What Sucks

So for the past week and a half, or around there, my best friend has been semi-ignoring me. This is what she does when she's mad, but if I ask her if she's angry, then she always says, "No. Why?" Its really starting to p*** me off.

So yesturday, we were all fine and happy until gym, which is my last class of the day. Suddenly my best friend goes into her ignore routine. She does this again today, but only at gym. Now, usually, we wait after school for each other, but lately she's been telling me her mom is driving her home. So today, I walk out of the school at the same time she's on the corner. I see her look back at me and then look away quickly. I buy time by digging through my backpack for something, and I watch her as she hurridly walks the three short blocks to her corner, and then turns. So her mom wasn't picking her up. What do ya know?

To top all this off, I'm in love, but I don't want to be. I have only had one previous boyfriend, and I learned from that. You see, this one girl, Stephanie, was flirting with him at the beginning of the year, when we were still going out. About a week later, at the dance, he dumps me in front of EVERYONE! Stephanie even claims she never flirted with him, and doesn't even like him, which I guess could explain why they're now going out... By the way, my ex-boyfriend and I had been going out for three years. That's why I was so hurt.

Well, thanks for reading my stupid rant.

~Jessica

~Stand up for what is right, even if you stand alone.

Well, thanks for reading my stupid rant.

It's not.

I symithise with you. Ask out the guy you like, you might find he likes you.

Jazz

Only the free wish to find their destiny, those who are jailed have found it.

That's the problem... I don't want to ask him out because I really want to stay friends with him, and the only other time I've been in love, I've found myself hateing the guy... in other words, I can't compare this to anything else other than heartbreak. Yeah, that probably doesn't make sense... how about this:

I don't want to ask him out because I'm afraid we'll end up hateing each other if we break up. The only other guy I've been in love with, I now hate. I don't want that to happen again.

~Jessica

~Stand up for what is right, even if you stand alone.

I don't want to ask him out because I really want to stay friends with him

I see, ya I had that problem. What I did was I told them I would like to go out with them but only under the understanding that we would stay freinds if it didn't work out. The relationship fell through and we are still freinds. It might not work but if you want to ask I think that is a safer way.

Hope it helps,
Jazz

Only the free wish to find their destiny, those who are jailed have found it.

I understand what you're going through, completely. This same thing has happened to me before. If your friend lies to you about a stupid little thing as being picked up, and ignores you, then give her her space. She will probably come to her sences and if she doesn't then find a new friend. The whole boyfriend situation has happened to me recently. But we had only been going out for 7 months. He broke up with me for one of my best friends, and they are currently going out. I told my ex- boyfriend that if we ever broke up that we would still be friends. At first we were, but then I don't really know what happened, but we started arguing a lot more, and he was being mean to me. so we're no longer friends. I found it hard to stay friends after the break-up, things just seemed akward. With the guy you like you may find it different if you go out with him and then break up. It's all your decision and this is just to help you see both sides. well hope things get better for ya
*Fool*

Now we speak with ruined tongues, and the words we say aren't meant for anyone. -bright eyes-

Guess I haven't been keeping you up to date, but here goes:

That girl who lied to me now turned on me because of a stupid little thing (I said the day she was born was bleak in an essay about her life. At the time, I thought bleak meant cold and windy). Then, she roped my other best friend into hating me too, so now I have exactly three friends. Oh, and as for the guy I liked, I overheard him saying he hated me at the last dance.

The only good thing is I am now in a relationship with another great guy, we've been on two dates, and to sweeten the deal, my former best friend had a major crush on him. Now, before you think I'm a bad person, he asked me out, and I didn't even think about my former best friend's crush on him until after the first date.

Well, there's the update.

~Stand up for what is right, even if you stand alone.

Oh, and as for the guy I liked, I overheard him saying he hated me at the last dance.

i'm glad you said it in such a calm manner, like you are so relaxed about it. I would have probobly cried. And i'm happy to hear about your new boyfriend : )