Reading hells_angel's journal

I'm still scared about going and talking to my advisors tomorrow, or should I say later on today. Everything is ending so quickly and I don't like it. I mean on Tuesday I will be going home at 10 in the morning. Then for what only to come back up to school for about 2 and a half weeks then go home again for a week or two then get off again in about 6 weeks then be home again for only a matter of days then be at school again for 4 weeks then come home for 17 days before I have to go back to school in the fall!!

If I seem a little agitated by it all I am. I didn't want to mess up as badly as I did my first full semester up here but if I don't get myself out of the mess I got myself into I won't graduate from college. And that is a damn fact.

If I have to room with an incoming freshmen that is starting classes in the summer, or if I should get to know a few incoming freshmen over the summer I will tell them not to do what I did my frist full semester up here. I will tell them to go to tutoring, go to their classes, take the notes and pass the test, don't put your life on hold for some bitch who claims to be your friend but yet she can mess around with you when you move out on her.

Of course I am speaking from my own personal experience I just hope that I can help a freshman out and let them know that if they ever need someone to talk to I will listen to them. I just don't want people going on the path that I did. Next semester I have to cut the drama out of my life and I have to say that "hey just back off and leave me alone" to a number of people up here.

But of course it will be funny if some people try to talk to me after my ex-roommate leaves. She is not coming back next semester. It's ok though, all feelings I ever had for her as my friend died the day she sent Christain to come up and talk to me because she was too scared to talk to me her damn self.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass