Reading zane's journal

I am what you call a cursed man.

My whole life has been a string of events that while not horibile in the sense of death, disease, and other massive things. They are enough to have people tell me they wont want my life...

Let me give you a few details...

But before I do that I must explain a little about the current timeframe todate. I am a college student, and have attended this college for over a year now. Now this curse is all in the past, but you can see how the best deceptions can be troubling.

Two years ago a doctor tells me I have a rare skin fungus that is spread by my sweat. While it is not contagious, under normal circumstances, it is contagious when sweating. AT the same time I was found to develope a allergy to dust, dust mites, cats, dogs and final dignoused with asthma.

Now here is how that is all compiled together to form just one of my many curses. When disnosed, the option for me to move back home was out because of my parents that have multiple animals. So I was forced to get a appartment after Highschool, which is the time my grandfather kicked me and my sister out. Because of her lack of allergies she moved back home...

(Don't get me wrong I could have done shots, and stuff but at the time I wanted the experience)

Now upon breaking up with my Ex-Fieance right before I found all this out, I have not dated for almost 3 years. Mainly because of the skin deseise I can't get physically close to someone...

Since then I now find that my doctor was wrong and missdignosed me...

Well because of the ashma and the skin desise and me trying not to spread it, I havent worked out in a while, and have avoided physically demanding tasks. While I am not fat, I am definatly out of shape. Now i know this is a minor curse, but image having to live inside of a bubble for 2 years because of a doctor.

BTW I am dating again and have a girlfriend that I love.
(She is a exersice science major, things work out weird huh)

Have you met the doctor again?

'Yeah, That's what Jesus would do. Jesus would bomb Afghanistan. Yeah.' - snowlion

No.

I an currently lacking health insurrence.

Not sure what I would say to him if I went back...

I am not sore though...

We can only learn from our mistakes right?

Heh.. That sucks. I know what its like for bad things to happen all at once, but on the bright side, i suppose it can only go up from there (either that or you could die, but either would be a relief i suppose ^^) anyway. My nanna died and i failed a gifted class and i lost 3 of my best friends and got pnumonia all in one month back in 7th grade (which isnt that far back. Im a freshman in high school)

im glad you have a new girlfriend. I would have been sad if you were still single. So things are workin out, and youre not cursed anymore. Sure allergies suck, but hey. A lot of people have those. :) Dont worry be happy mon!!~

"Wishing on a star that's already burned out..."