Reading kaizley's journal

Again my friends are holding a little shing-dig. "But you just had one on Sunday?" You say? Well, I say "You can never have enough parties!" But what is bad about this party is that I MISS OUT!

All because my mother is sick and in bed, and she is unable to drive me all the way to South-Land (not what the place is called) and all the way back. Which I totally understand, and i'm not going to push her into doing it.. But it's such a bummer... Especially because thei person to whom this party is for is very very close to me. It was going to be a knock out party! (Although there wouldn't have been any alcohol.. but that's illegal!)

Since my mother couldn't take me I called my father, and all I got was a flat out NO! I think I'm going to burst into tears... I mean, I got all dressed up and beautified... and all for nothing!

*sigh* I have to look on the bright side! Like "Sieze The Day" said... If your ship doesn't come in..... swim out to it! hmm... does that mean I have to bring the party here?

How do I bring a whole bunch of people and food here... from South-Land? (which is miles and miles away)

Oh well.. I guess it means no party for me tonight :( ... well, at least I can watch Absolutely Fabulous ... and if i'm lucky.. mum might let me have a little *glug glug* ;)

tata

"I'm free to say whatever I, whatever I like if it's wrong or right, it's alright."

I know the feeling.

One time when i was at school i got a detention for break time (ok this happened quite regularly) but i had to stay in the class room on my own thimking about all the fun things everybody else was doing. When my friends came back in to class they were all laughing and chatting merrily. I felt like i had missed some spectacular event, which it probably wasnt.

Now i have this fear of missing exciting events. I have two groups of friends that i go out with. I cant stand it when i miss a night out with them and then next thing i know they are all talking about the exciting things i missed. So now i make a point of never missing a night out. Problem is going down town so regularly is costing me a fortune.

At the end of the day you just have to remember it wont be a good party, because your not there and naturally you are the life and soul of every party. So its more their loss that you cant go.

At the end of the day you just have to remember it wont be a good party, because your not there and naturally you are the life and soul of every party. So its more their loss that you cant go.

Hehe. I like the sounds of that ;)

"I'm free to say whatever I, whatever I like if it's wrong or right, it's alright."