Reading kaizley's journal

To you poetry concious people out there, yes that is John Donne. To you not so poetry minded people, this is not going to be an analysis on John Donne or anything. In fact, it's got nothing to do with John Donne and A Valediction Forbidding Mourning. The line just has something to do with what I am wanting to rant about.

So goes my relationship with a particular someone (who I am not going to mention out aloud).Yup, we seem to have a little circle of love and hate going on here. "An emotional rollercoaster I couldn't put down" would often be seen on the back of this long... industrious novel (which has not yet come to an end... i think. But you never know with these things)although I don't think I would mind putting it down at the moment.

To start off this little fairy tale, we meet (obviously), we talk (again obviously), we get along quite well, and eventually I am asked out. Graciously I accept this invitation and the ride begins. Brace yourselves people, it's gonna be a rough one!

Okay, we go out a few times (secretly might I add). The pressure gets a little too much for me, considering my past situations. So... unwillingly I ask for the split. This is where it gets a little tricky. I still like them, they still like me (apparently) and my friends start to get involved. My dearest friends often seem to be going against me, since they all love this particular someone so very much.

Now, there's a whole big chunk of the novel that I must have skipped over because all I remember is.... nothing.

I think at one point we were sort of together... in between now and then... Anyway, skipping the nitty gritty details, every once and a while we do talk to each other, but usually, we ignore each other. and well.. it's getting tiring. Whenever it seems as though we have managed to patch something up, someone initiates a fight, and it starts all over again. I just ask you, in the words of Smash Mouth...

WHY CAN'T WE BE FRIENDS?! -- I guess that's a little too much to ask.. don't you? *angry face*

"I'm free to say whatever I, whatever I like if it's wrong or right, it's alright."