Reading kaizley's journal

"... You're not alone"

Pity. I am alone. Today has been one of the worst days of life, besides the fact that I technically didn't go to school. I was there and everything, but I wasn't forced to learn anything.

To start off this wonderful day, I woke up a little later than I should have and while I was cleaning and grooming, mum decided that she would leave for work without me, not to mention without telling me. Apparently it was assumed that I wanted to get to school at 10. How this conclusion came about I do not know. So I had to wait for half an hour for a bus to arrive, so that I could get myself to school. Which made me fifty minutes later than I already was. Lucky I didn't have to go to classes..

Anyway, I got to school and as planned did not attend classes, but instead year 12 HSC drama performances. This wasn't the worst thing to have happened, most of them were pretty good. The performances were good, but what happened between the performances compressed my hopes of having a fairly alright day. My friendship group was spilt up all over the shop. We never actually sat together. That wasn't the worst of it, I'm pretty used to it. It was just the fact that there were horrible tones thrown at me. Patronising, bitchy, not caring tones. Most of them treat me like I'm stupid.

Then, after all the performances some of us wandered to the shops to get some food. We accidently neglected someone, as we were under the assumption that she in fact was not talking to us. So hey! What are we supposed to do?

Then I come home, and I am confronted by an angry errm.... person. Not even a friend. I had a good telling off by this particular someone. I loved it. That always happens, this someone always picks the wrong days to have a go at me. They ALWAYS pick the bad days and we all know where that gets me.

Then I lost one of my friends by me telling her the truth, and by her telling me something terrible, that I'm not at liberty to dicuss.

That was my day. I seem to be a royal screw up. In the words of... someone "everything I touch turns to shit" soooo true.

"I'm free to say whatever I, whatever I like if it's wrong or right, it's alright."