Reading Magicdead's journal

One Day you're still enjoying Holidays and the next day, you start at university.
Everything has changed. Just 2 hours after starting, i met this really nice girl and made two other new friends.
For the first time of my life I fell like being "integrated", I feel that this is the right place to be.

Yesterday after school I went to some coffee-restaurant with the other girl and we sat there and talked for about 1 to 2 hours. It has bee quite a long time since I talked that good with a girl :) Damn, I really like her :P

And finally, I can join "Japanese I" and the University-Dojo, it's quite cool that they have those things on a technical university.

Haven't felt so naturally happy for long time :)

cya Magic

"The wise have always said the same things, and fools have always done the opposite"-Schopenhauer

Hey, cool to see you around :-)

"God is dead." - Nietzsche, 1882 "Nietzsche is dead." - God, 1900

Thank you null :)
Nice that someone remembers me.

btw. How are you people? Haven't read from you since quite some time :)

cya Magic

"The wise have always said the same things, and fools have always done the opposite"-Schopenhauer

I like how you have said you feel naturally happy, I haven't felt like that in a long time, not really. Glad you are feeling so good, a change like what you ahve just experienced can really bring the best out of people, I think anyway. Maybe not always!

Hope it all stays up!

Can't think what to say...

Haven't felt so naturally happy for long time :)

well, I can relate :)
since this weekend, at least.

I found

this really nice girl

and she accepted me myself and I the way I am.

Its nice to love, nicer to be loved, but the most undescribable feeling is to be loved AND to love :)

For the first time of my life I fell like being "integrated", I feel that this is the right place to be.

Damn, you just dont know HOW MUCH I can relate with you :)
Did you know: the stars in my 'home' town arent looking that bright like they do look at my ... all and everything's place? :)

cu, w0lf.

Fuck off the 30 seconds posting limit!

This post was edited by ginsterbusch on Oct 25, 2004.

I'm happy you feel good too :) It's just so natural, like there has never been anything else to do than being happy :)

I found
this really nice girl
and she accepted me myself and I the way I am.
Its nice to love, nicer to be loved, but the most undescribable feeling is to be loved AND to love :)

Only problem is, when you meet 2 girls who accept you the way you are on the same day :(

mhh one i really like and i think we would fit together pretty good, but with the other one, I have this feeling that she's the right one, but it's somehow irrational..weird...I don't know what I want.

Anyways I'm still very happy :P

Had my first japanese lesson today (I missed the 2 lessons last week) at the university. I was very lucky, because actually the course is already full and the have had some problems with ETH (My University) students signing up.
Because I had no idea that the course is full, I entered it, bought the script, sat at my table.
Then the teacher said "Ah yes, only students who have signed in and who have received an email comfirming their subscription".
I had signed up, but because of the before mentioned problem, I never received that email and I never will.
Anyways, I asked the teacher, told him that I wasn't on the list and so on. Then he asked me to write my name on the list and that it's ok like that, so I could join :)

Later I heard from a friend that 10 students before me arrived at the course last week and that they all had to leave because they didn't receive the confirmation-email.
Ok, somehow it's quite unfair that I'm in and the 10 before me aren't, but I'm quite happy the way it is :)

Well that's it for now.

cya Magic

"The wise have always said the same things, and fools have always done the opposite"-Schopenhauer