Reading harold_maude's journal

Today is a day off. My head is still in a strange place, but then it usually is after work, but the effects of work last well into any day off I have.

It's a strange thing to feel like time gets rubbery.
I've had discussions with one of the roommates here about time and space and the theory of relativity.
I had been wondering if it was possible for a person to fold time.
Seeing as how we use only 10% of our brain, I wondered if, with enough focused concentration a person could fold the time frame they were occuping and move faster through the surrounding space.
The example I had to offer, which by the way is one of many experiences I've had over the years, was this:
I've had an appointment at a certian time and had to travel a certian number of miles to get there.
From past experience the time needed to arrive on time was say 30 minuets.
There have been several occasions that I have left my point of origin in half the time needed and never exceeded the speed limit and arrived early.
I had no way according to the known laws of relativity to explain how this occured.

So with this in mind and with what happens at work and time and the on going effects after I wondered if it was possible that under certian conditions that time could become elastic and pliable.

We discussed what time was and what the laws of relativity were and according to the frame work of what science understands there is nothing to support what I've experienced.

But how do you argue with experience, espcially if it's reoccured more than once?

If we were able to increase the amount of brain activity we used what would that do to our relationships to the known 4 dimensions?

At the moment what I'm experiencing is a strange spacial phaseing.
Things in this place seem to move at different paces, the sounds of people voices, people themselves and the movement of the sun.
At times it seems and feels almost surreal. And no I'm not on any kind of hallucigen, if anyone is wondering, so I don't know how to explain the experience.
I suppose it could be termed as spacing out, but I'm extreemly aware of all my surroundings.

Another effect that occurs durring this experience is that things that people say don't always regester and I end up with this blank look on my face as if I've been listening to someone speaking a foriegn language.

If I were to discribe what it feels most like I would have to say it's almost as if I step out of time completely and are both here and somewhere else, but am aware of both places at once.

Another thing I've noticed is that I will see things in the same way that happens when you look at thoes three-3 pictures that you have to look at and then as you do things shift so that you can see the immage with in the immage.

Maybe it's just me. I don't fear it, or feel like I'm loosing my mind or touch with reality, but it's an odd repeating occurance that makes me wonder if it's possible that time does things that are outside the laws that science says govern it.

I know there have been on going experiments done by people who connect their minds over great distances and from what I've read about people who have acivated their merkaba they have seen things that there was no physical way possible for them to see.

There is so much we don't know, so many unanswered questions, and even with all the discoveries made by brilliant people out there, it's still very limited.

I know there will be some questions raised as to maybe this is all just my immagination, and I've considered that, but when I've had the experiences I've discribed and I'm fully awake and arrive early in just a few minuets rather than the full amount of time it takes given the millage and going the speed limit, I don't know how else to view it.

Is time different that what we know it as?
Is relativity just an expression for what we see but have no acurate and true language to discribe what it really is?

I know by tomorrow the side effects of what happens at work will stop, and everything will go back to normal.
I just wish when I go through this I could grab someone else and pull them into the same space and let them see what I do, maybe they could explain what it is and why it happens.

I don't think this is normal, at least not the normal life experience for most people on the planet.
Maybe I've found a way to escape time and just don't realize it.
Wish I knew the answers to the questions.
Maybe then all of this wouldn't be so strange.

It only looks that way because your standing on your head.