Reading RICANPUNKBABE's journal

Well I haven't written a journal entry in a while... I've been so busy with school, I'm really stressed out! And for nothing because I'm getting at least 2 c's, which is bad for me... Why work so hard, just to get a stupid c?

Anyways, alot has been going on lately.... One of my friends, Krystal has been missing- as in dissappeared, since the 23rd of October... We weren't really close but we did spend out entire summer in the same program, living together, doing the same things. We also go to the same school so I saw her and talked with her many times. Then one day, I go to school and right when you come in, there's a "communications" board... I saw a paper that said "Missing" with a picture on it. I looked at the picture and it was her, Krystal!!! I looked at it and blinked several times to make sure I wasn's confusing her with someone else. Even the police is involved, no one has a clue about where she is... Now, I know that she had some problems with her mom, they didn't get along so well but I still don't believe her mom would do something to make her run away. I mean if she did, then good, I mean it's better to know that she ran away than to know that something worse happened.

I'm trying not to think about it much because I don't want it to lead to negative thinking, I already have too much of that in my mind, I don't need anymore of it. What surprises me is that no one in school talks about it, I mean at all. They have to know, I mean the papers with her picture is everywhere where I live, at the mall and everything.... Are people just not aware or are they actually so cold that they just don't care?
I really don't understand people, how can they not care? I can't stop thinking about it since I found out! I mean , c'mon, someone in our school has been missing for more than a week now.

I wish there was something I could do. I already called all the other people from the program, they don't know anything...

Then to make it worse, I haven't been feeling to well lately, I still feel the same way. I talked to Bobby and he told me that I should try to look at life in a positive way, and try to make a change... Of course, I'd like to do that, that would probably solve my problems and I'd feel better but it's not that easy, I mean I try, I really, really try but I just can't, I always go back to the same thing! I mean, I might get better for a while but then the same thing, over again! I'm really tired of complaining and you guys have already heard this, I mean it's almost all I talk about... and like they say, don't complain if you can't change it, and I can't change it right now so...

Well I guess I should go now... I hope I can come back soon, if only I didn't get so much work!! Well God Bless...xxx

Let the best of your past be the worst of your future ***

Sorry to reply so late but i just have a quick question, do you have Bobby's e-mail? if not, tell me and i'll get it to you.

p.s. try not to worry about Krystal, i'm sure she's fine. and the people who seem to ignore the fact that she's missing probably just don't know what to say. i'm sure that they care.

Good friends'll bail you out of jail.Best friends'll be sittin with you sayin;'Damn, we f*cked up'.

I do have his email, I've talked to him couple times, it has helped...

Now that Krystal was found, I feel much better.... so how are you?

Let the best of your past be the worst of your future ***

When was she found? where was she? is she ok? i know that's alot of questions but this is the first i've heard about it. i'm fine by the way.

Good friends'll bail you out of jail.Best friends'll be sittin with you sayin;'Damn, we f*cked up'.