Reading jael's journal

Recently (we're talking about 6 months now) I find myself crying oh so much .. and not because things happen ... Just when I'm watching TV... I watch a music video about AIDs and the back of my eyes start burning, I watch small kids play with each other and the same bloody thing happens...

Even when I'm walking down the street, I find my eyes burning when I see two lovers meet and cuddle... I don't understand What is wrong with me... or why this sudden urge of crying so much .. siggh...

*wipes tears off*

I really hope this phase goes away.. cause right now I'm too broke up buy waterproof mascara.

This post was edited by jael on Dec 06, 2004.

That's so sad to hear, however I'd like to say things will get better. From what it sounds like, you may be missing something in your life right now, that is causing you to feel sad when you see emotional things, meaning happy and sad things. Naturally, seeing things that involve aids is sad, however we don't all cry over it, but I think you are missing something. Are you with anybody right now? Have you hit a dry spot in your life where you're just not as happy as normal......

Remember "Each 60 seconds you spend mad or upset is another minute wasted that you could be happy"

Narrow in on what is making you upset, and try to make that a goal to change.

That was a good post... I agree with you. Maybe there is something you are missing, or something that is affecting you that you might not be aware of. Try to think back and see if you can find what is making you feel this way. I used to be like that also, everything made me cry. I don't really know what changed and how I was able to not cry as much but I'm glad I could overcome that.

My advice to you is to try to go back and think about why you might be feeling this way...

Your time here is short... live most of it smiling or laughing, as much as you can! ;)

Let the best of your past be the worst of your future ***

Me! She's missing me!

No, if you feel down, at any time, gimme a holler. You know exactly where to find me! Anyway, could it be the indian?

Then again, you could just be getting in touch with your emotional side. And about your being broke, well, it is damn near christmans, anybody you know willing to buy you some make up?

I should be ashamed of myself.

This post was edited by Aynjell on Dec 13, 2004.

*Offers hug*

"*sigh* Some men are really hard to manipulate!" - Orchid

*Hugs back*

=) thanks.

When you come to Melbourne, i'll buy you a coffee! or maybe even make-up :O

seriously though, i'm an email away now, and i'll be a phone call away then.

*smiles* hang in there.
-Mel

Look at me! I'm a prostitute robot from the future!

Seriously you guys, thanks, I'm not quite sure as of yet whats wrong with me. But I should be fine.

I was actually quite surprised of the response I got to this and for this I thank you:)

This post was edited by jael on Dec 15, 2004.