Reading harold_maude's journal

It's sunday morning and as usual, I'm working. Every weekend. With out fail, or a break or a change.
There are times I would like my weekends not to be filled with things that "have to be done now!"
And when their done, it wasn't that important after all.

Most things that fill my day arn't that important after all.
Many of them could be done without, and so it goes.

Kind of like jerking down the road in a car who's clutch cable is breaking.

This morning the house is quiet. And I like the quiet. I enjoy not having to rush around like someone who's clothes have caught fire and the only concern is where is there water to put out the fire.

I keep thinking about years down the road and wondering how much, if anything, will remain that I have done over the last two years.
Does that even matter?

I don't know. I probably won't be around years down the road to know if it mattered or not.
When I think about different times in history there are certian people who's names and who they were that come to mind.
Names that ring a bell and are familiar to the retelling of a time in history.

Hmmm....I can hear the wind blowing outside. It will be here down the road. Even after every house has crumbled to dust, the wind will be here.
I wonder what it would be like to drink the wind. Or eat the sky, or swim in the dirt...

I think I need more sleep. I'm pretty happy about one thing right now. At 6 this evening this work day will be over.
I've been thinking about that every morning lately when I have to work,
The good thing about work is finishing the day of it.
Then I can come home. And not think about it anymore for the day. I like that.

I can hardly wait for the day to be done. All the impatient moments of hurry up get it done so we can let it sit...because it isn't that important really.
We just want you to think it is, so that you will work hard, and we can reward you with a chopped up paycheck that the goverment has first dipped into.

Oh well, I'm excited about getting off at 6 pm from work. I won't have to think about it anymore for today.
It's the best part of my day at work. When I'm done.

It only looks that way because your standing on your head.