Reading kaizley's journal

My brain, is very very gradually turning into summer holiday - too much television and not enough work - mush. Seriously, I am having a large amount of trouble in spelling the word "research". I keep adding an "a" where there shouldn't be an "a" (reasearch). I realise that I am making this mistake, but for some reason I keep doing it!

So, I have given up and declared that now the word "reasearch" is spelt with two "a"s.

I have finally realised how much my in-productivity is dragging me down and will most probably end up in a failing grade. This is definately not the best thing to encounter, as I would probably get kicked out of the house and become a poor little hobo living on scraps from the garbage. So in order to NOT become a poor little hobo on the streets, I think that it's probably about time to pull my (I can't think of the word) socks up and get cracking.

At least the timetables that I have been writing out everyday have started to be used, at least for an hour or two, but by my first break I begin to forget what I was actually supposed to be doing... not the best thing to happen.

The best way, I find to procrastinate is obsession. I obsess to kill the time. Music, midday movies, Oprah, The O.C, jigsaw puzzles, planning, organiing, even cleaning, the most random things can keep me occupied for hours, while I've decided that I don't want to be doing work. So I have now decided that I will not be at my post (the computer) for most of the day. Because of the red - eyeness and blinding (not literally) headaches that can occur from staring at the compuer screen for 8 hours a day, I have decided that no more than an hour can be spent here, on the computer.

The year 12 advice book said that us HSC do-ers need to get out and about and do some physical work! Instead of sitting on our bums ll day (which I'm very very good at).

Considering I've been here for a lot more than an hour, I'll have to start tomorrow. Oh well.

See you all later, once I've finished school (if ever).

"I'm free to say whatever I, whatever I like if it's wrong or right, it's alright."