Reading Hardballkid's journal

My life is ever-changing. Recently found out that my father has been diagnosed with prostate cancer. However, they have caught it in the earky stages, therefore, they should be able to treat it easily and less invasively. So he is going through all the stages for that with a biopsy being next in line. To go along with this, he is getting married. To make this more interesting, it's with his ex-wife. They have been back together seeing eachother for awhile and have rekindled a new "love" for eachother which is ultimately leading to their second marriage. How nice huh. I have mixed feelings about this and have yet to find a way to deal with it in my own way. My older brothers have by not wanting anything to do with it. Some hostility is brewing in them and they have yet to find a way to trust her once again for, it was her that left my father in the first marriage. So, they will not be attending this "joyous" event know as marraige which is to be taking place this upcoming SuperBowl Sunday. I'm just trying to fully support my father and hope that she doesnt leave him again.

On a happier note, today marks my first month anniversary of me and my love. I am still dumbfounded on how i got so lucky with her. She is the most beautiful, loving, caring, intelligent, and simply the greatest woman i have and most likely will ever meet in my life. She brings out the best im my and I in here. I think God everyday for bringing her into my life, however far this relationship of ours last...hopefully that's till marriage ;-)...

Also, can't forget the fast approaching life changing event I'm soon to experience known as graduation. It isn't till June but at the rate in which this year is going, it's not far off. So, college is in my headlights. I still have not found where I will be attending but i have ones in mind. This reality of having to make new friends, leaving the house, and startting my true adult life has yet to hit me. When it does though, I just hope it doesn't put me unconcious. This life of mine is ever-changing but Im ready for it and will make the best of it as it comes. For thats all I can do. Hopefully i'll have my girl beside me as I go. I think im going to like this new breath of life im going to be taking, i just hope i dont suffocate on it.

Now are ye undeceived! Welcome, again, my children, to the communion of your race!