Reading Hardballkid's journal

Day by day is how I live my life. Not planning anything and just going with the flow is basically all I do. I like to be spontaneous about things and I almost never set deadlines for myself. Many find this a frustrating fact such as my girlfriend. Even I once and awhile, wonder how I ever get anything done. I just am so laid-back I dont confront or like to take anything head on until it's already to late and I'm driping in sweat from the nervousness of trying to get it done in time. My to-do-lists only consist of having to make to-do-lists. I really understand that I need to priortorize my life in some sort of fassion before my world crumbles. As of right now, I would'nt know where to begin because I am so far behind in my things. Not a care in the world is whatmy life has been for the past 18 years and I fear that this will cause me great grief later in life. I have talents that i would love to pursue later, but if I don't take things seriously and confront my problems then it will all mean nothing. I need this not only for me, but for all those that have put such faith in me that I will go far. I don't want to be just another dissapointment in the world. I'm I being over analytical, or is this a real problem I need to face.

Now are ye undeceived! Welcome, again, my children, to the communion of your race!