Reading Hardballkid's journal

Well, now it's final. My dad is married to the same woman for the second time now. Pretty nice wedding ceremony, I suppose. Nothing unusual except the couple themselves. I was happy mostly just because i was able to spend more time with my girlfriend, since lately its only been a once-a-week "love" affair weve been ably to have with eachother. I'm hoping to make big plans next week though. I wanna be able to get together on Saturday...then we'll see eachother on our regular Sunday's...and then Valentine's Day on Monday which we at school get off because of that beautiful man named Lincoln...or is it Washington's?...ohh well same difference...but ya..i want to make something speical happen. Maybe we will experience our first kiss one of those days. We have only been dating a little over a month so, and because we dont see eachother regularly, things have been maybe been going a little slower in our relationship. SuperBowl is on right now, but i could really care less. I have much bigger things on my mind then who is going to capture a trophy and a huge pay raise and fill their ego's all at the same time. A little thing called Life is happening to me and I really need to catch up on it before i get left in the dust. But my girlfriend is taking up much of the time in my mind. I just can't stop thinking about her. I'm almost worrying bout myself and how much she has taken control over me without her even knowing it. I fear how bad of a shape I would be in if she ever finds out how much she deserves more and ends up breaking up with me. That will be the day my world crashes. But what can you do but live your life and hope for the best. The way I try to look at it is that Im just blessed to know her. Thank God for that.

Now are ye undeceived! Welcome, again, my children, to the communion of your race!