Reading hells_angel's journal

The weekend was certainly interesting enough. With the snow storm up here and the storm within me and my family memebers. There was also quite an interesting discovery too. I found out something this weekend that I wish I didn't but it's in the past now and I can't change it. I found out that a friend of mine that I went to school with is a stripper. What's more I never seen it coming. She was never like that in high school. She had an over controlling boyfriend that she broke up with right after she graduated from high school.

I know that time changes people but really how much do they change before things go back to what you know? If they ever do!

I only found out about my friend being a stripper because she took me to work with her on Saturday night. She didn't tell me where we were going all she said was that she couldn't tell me where we were going until we got there.

It was definately interesting or should I say weird. Well actually weird doesn't begin to describe what it's like to see a friend of yours dancing and taking her clothes off for money.

I didn't know what to ask her or what to say. I know I should have asked why she's doing it but I already know that answer. It's no secret that the money is good. And that jobs around here are really scarce. But I just can't help but wonder if there isn't a deeper reason why she's doing this.

I know I can't tell her what to do and I don't want to. But I just really hope she knows what she's doing and she's happy...if that even makes sence.

Maybe I'm making too much out of this or maybe I'm just freaked out. I just really need some insight on this and I can't ask my mom about it because I know my mom's opinion on it.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass

I think you are just freaked out. What you really need to do is to talk to your friend, and get this out of your system. Try to find out why she took you there in the first place? It's possible that she is not in it for money, but for some other reason, and she wanted to talk to you, or wanted your opinion on this. Maybe she needs help.

Maybe she doesn't, and just wanted to show you the other side of her life, and wanted to know how you react to it, so that she can decide for herself who is her true friend. A true friend would support her no matter what she does, and would be there for her when she needs him/her the most.

Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye opener.

I rekon the best thing to do is stand by this person, if you ahve been friends for a long time I wouldnt let this end such a bond

If you didnt take this person as being a stripper then he/she has done well in keeping it from the pubvlic limelight.

"Good Friends are hide to find but are easily lost"

This post was edited by Kerridwyn on Mar 02, 2005.