Reading hells_angel's journal

I hope she calls me this weekend so that maybe we can talk about it. I wish I would have just spent the night with her instead of going home that way maybe I could have some answers. I personally don't care what she does for a living just as long as she's happy. I just hope she isn't thinking that I'm being passive it's just that it doesn't really bother me and I know how hard jobs are to come by around here. I mean personally and honestly I can't say that I would never do something like that for a living if the situation was so dire. The only reason I say that is because if I go back to school I know I am going to have to get a job no matter what and make it on my own cuz I know I can't count on my mom to lend me money or support me when my little brother is still in high school. I've been thinking about it alot lately. I know that when I go back to school I am going to have to make sure I have money for laundry, books, personal items and I'm gonna have to be prepared to do anything just to make sure that I don't end up in the situation I am in now. Meaning I'm stuck at home with no job and there are no jobs here. I don't have a car because I can't find a job and it's a vicious cycle.

But I think it's safe to say that right now I would not be a stripper no matter how bad things got. But I know in my friends predicament she doesn't really have a choice because she has to pay her dad rent and pay for her own things. It hasn't gotten like that at home yet for me but I have a feeling it's going to happen soon. But right now I'm not going to worry about it.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass