Reading MelMel's journal

Mar 23, 2005 12:05 # 34509

MelMel *** has all the information you need...

Gathering up my bits and pieces...

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I had planned to quietly disappear from NAO, but then realised this was rather rude, particularly to those who read my more recent posts and may worry unnecessarily. It's difficult to explain but I need to take a long, long break from here. This is not because of anyone here in anyway, but is for myself. I've allowed myself to slip into a state of nothingness, and now i must drag myself up again. I won't be back for quite some time, but i promise you that when i do it will not be to overflow the journal forum with maudlin ramblings.

i want life.

Thankyou all for the support you have shown me over the past two years and I will never forget it. Particularly thanks to Null, Zen, w0lf, Jaz, Aynjell, Rosy, Andromacha, GDW and so many more.

i also want to wish Rosy all the best and i hope this stalker business sorts itself out. remember that i love you.

i love you all and carry you in my heart.
-Mel

Look at me! I'm a prostitute robot from the future!

Mar 23, 2005 12:47 # 34510

Jaz *** replies...

Re: Gathering up my bits and pieces...

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I wish you luck! And we're not going anywhere.

'Yeah, That's what Jesus would do. Jesus would bomb Afghanistan. Yeah.' - snowlion

Mar 23, 2005 13:46 # 34511

andromacha *** can sympathize...

Re: Gathering up my bits and pieces...

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Good luck, Mel! I know you'll make it... you just need to persevere and persevere and keep persevering :) in what you like/want/wish to do.

You'll be missed here just as much as Rosy, but I think I speak for everybody when I say that it is right for you to take care of your private life now and take care of yourself. Later, we hope that there will be again a place for Nao in your life, but I am sure there will be.

The Naoiies are all special in some ways, and I have tried this myself: it is hard, or rather impossible to just leave for good and forget about all of them.

I like to think that somehow we are sort of bound together by some kind of strange relationship, and I don't think that it will be easily unfastened across the years. Maybe we'll have families, business, a million of things to do, but I am sure that a little space for Nao will always fit somewhere.

The best of luck from me to you, Mel, and also to Rosy, who probably won't be able to read this post, at least for a while.
Love you all :)

Un bacio un'apostrofo rosa scritto tra le parole "ti amo".

Mar 23, 2005 20:56 # 34541

ginsterbusch *** replies...

Re: Gathering up my bits and pieces...

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Thankyou all for the support you have shown me over the past two years and I will never forget it. Particularly thanks to Null, Zen, w0lf, Jaz, Aynjell, Rosy, Andromacha, GDW and so many more.

Well, thank you very much. Come back any time you want - and if you think you gonna make it: come over to Europe this year for a visit at Sziget ;D

Anything else: good luck in regaining your life! ;)

cu, w0lf.

Multiple exclamation marks are a sure sign for a diseased mind!

Mar 28, 2005 15:10 # 34634

Hawkeye *** replies...

Take care, MelMel

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Take care, MelMel. Don't let life's little misfortunes keep you down. Remember that you are only human, and therefore expected to make mistakes.

And while you may not be coming back any time soon, you are always welcome with open arms here. Like an anxious puppy, we shall be waiting by the door for you until you return.

"If I die of a heart attack eating bacon, I'll be a happy man." -My father

Apr 24, 2005 12:35 # 35472

MelMel *** replies...

Re: Gathering up my bits and pieces...

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Oh NAO, I've returned briefly to tell you all what I promised I would.

I'm Happy

I've met new people and made new friends and I finally see that the life can be more than what it was. I've finally realised that there is a world out there waiting for me and I'm only a few months from reaching it.

I don't remember ever feeling this happy or content in life. My life may be far from perfect, but it is beautiful.

May you all have sweet dreams.

Love,
-Mel

Look at me! I'm a prostitute robot from the future!

Apr 24, 2005 13:05 # 35473

Jaz *** replies...

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That's awesome. Keep going that way!

'Yeah, That's what Jesus would do. Jesus would bomb Afghanistan. Yeah.' - snowlion


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