Reading Hardballkid's journal

"Will I always be waiting, waiting for you..."
"Will I always be playing, playing the fool..."

Those words by Jack Johnson seems to have soem neurological effect on me when it plays. It is one of my top songs right now.
Whether its the soft tunes and hurmonic voice or the words that have found deep meaning and truth in my heart, I'm not quit sure. Whatever it is, I find myself blasting it when it appears on the radio.

Have you ever just had that one song that you find yourself beholden to because of its truth in your life at that very moment? I know I have time and time again.

Well, its ending the month of March, as it is getting ever closer to my last days in High School. I have mixed feelings of, "Get me out of here!" & others of, "Ohh c'mon, just one more year." But Im looking forward to move on with my life. So, thats me and school as of now.

Other advances in my life are either not there or not worth talking about right now.

However, Im am in frantic searches for a job as I find my bank account dwindling. Plus I'm one of those people that love to work. And I just want to break up these annoying monotonous life I am leading to no end.

I am also feeling little lonly in the significant other area. I kinda wish I had somebody to be with and spend my time with that would be behind me. Feeling I've never had before. I have always been the independent type yet I am needy in certain aspects.

However, I'm not going to go make something out of nothing.

Now Im going to call it a night, it being a most beautiful one at that with the rain having washed the earth and a blanket of stars light the clear, majestic, sky.

Later All...

Now are ye undeceived! Welcome, again, my children, to the communion of your race!

This post was edited by Hardballkid on Jul 05, 2005.