Reading hells_angel's journal

I have a meeting with my advisor next week Wed. at 10am. I'm nervous as hell. I don't know what to expect and something is telling me sub-consciencely to write down any questions I have because I know they are going to ask if I have any questions and I normally blank out and I don't want to do that anymore.

I think I'm just scared I am going to make the same mistake I made when I was in school. I put off studying til the last min. I know when I go back I'm going to have to study my butt off and show my advisor I'm not joking when I say I don't want to be home again for another year and lose another year of my life.

I'm actually calm surprizengly enough, normally right about now I'd be flipping out and hyperventalating and wishing I had a cig or something to calm my nerves. But I am calm so I am going with it.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass