Reading kaizley's journal

I have hereby resigned my post here at netalive.

Thankyou for your wonderful hospitality.

Goodbye.

and too afraid, you're too afraid to fall for anything. and too afraid, much too afraid to sing.

Why? Why have you decided to leave? Has something happened that I don't know about? Nao is the most wonderful community ever, and I thought that you felt the same way not very long ago. What made you change your mind?!

Un bacio è un'apostrofo rosa scritto tra le parole "ti amo".

This is the greatest place to be. i just do not feel as though i fit in here anymore, and i do not believe that the people of NAO want or need to listen to my border-line depressive ramblings, which appear to be getting worse at the moment.

and too afraid, you're too afraid to fall for anything. and too afraid, much too afraid to sing.

i just do not feel as though i fit in here anymore, and i do not believe that the people of NAO want or need to listen to my border-line depressive ramblings, which appear to be getting worse at the moment.

Give it a try!

I find it pretty much useless to assume things about people without ever verifying. Thats how you end up being scared of everything surrounding you, because naturally you only assume the worst things to happen to yourself. But once you try you might make a completely new surprising experience. There are people, who listen, no matter how absurd and incoherent you think you're talking. I'm not promising active advice or help, but sometimes its enough just to talk. There is a good chance, that just writing down your thoughts, wording them and, while doing so, reflecting about it gives you some sort of understanding about yourself. You've got a chance here, kaizley, dont let it slip away so easily.

Who said you dont fit in? Noone but your own judgement. May be its our fault to make you feel that way! Its the number of people, different people, that makes this place come alive. You're as much part of it as any other. You are as needed and wanted as any other. You are as accepted and fitting as any other.

Because this is not a competition, but just a place to share. Strange how more and more people tend to forget that.

After decades of construction my website is finally up an running: www.kkds.de

This post was edited by Martin on Apr 10, 2005.