Reading hells_angel's journal

Well Loretta never showed up today so I guess that leaves me to come here tomorrow to see if she comes or not. I only come here to do my journal and check things out and check to see if Loretta comes up. Hey it's better than going up town and hanging out with a bunch of teenage kids. It's bad enough that I have to hear about my brother hanging out up town with the wrong crowd from a few teachers I had that have him. I hate it. I don't want to know what he does up town cuz chances are he does the same thing at home. I hate hearing about it.

It makes me feel bad because I know when they are telling me about what he does they are judging me even though they know me. They know I can't control what goes on in my life. I can't control what Danny does. He's sixteen now he's going to do what he wants to do no matter what I tell him. I tell him don't do this he does it anyways. I tell him about what I did when I was his age and not to make the same mistakes I made but he does it anyways. He has to learn for himself and I wish his teachers would see that.

I think I turned out alright. I mean I'm not into getting high all the time. I don't even drink anymore. I was going to college and staying out of trouble. I'm not like my brothers where I get high because I can. I think it's harder to be an individual at home and stand up for what you believe when everyone else says your wrong or what you believe is stupid.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass