Reading hells_angel's journal

I know this is going to sound stupid. I pulled a prank yesterday and got caught. Well I promised that I wouldn't do it again. Actually I kinda think it's cool I mean it really did make me open up my eyes and see that the path I was going down wasn't going to lead me anywhere anyways. I'm so glad my lil bro gets a kick out of it. I already told him not to tell mom. I told him I would tell her on my own when I'm ready. He knows I will. Normally if I f*ck up I tell her about it. Lucky for me she wasn't home. All I'm gonna do is just avoid the place and focus on what I have to do. Cuz I was being really self destructive anyways. It seemed like to me everytime I did something to help me out I would mess it up by doing something that wouldn't do anything for me. Like drinking and getting high with my bro. My bro's ho of a girlfriend better not talk cuz she got caught before and now that I think about it I should have thrown that in her face. Oh well I didn't. So I guess that makes me the better person right.

Actually it's still pretty light outside I might go for a walk after this and then go home and do what I have to do. But I think first am I gonna see if I can get rid of some of the books in my book bag and see if they will take them. I'm at the library and I don't see why they wouldn't. Oh well. Tomorrow I'm going to call Clarion and talk to them about ... well everything from housing to scheduling to well everything. That is if my uncle ever calls. Which I am hoping he does cuz he's the only person I know who can help me out with this.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass