Reading hells_angel's journal

I just ran into Jess today. She wants me to transfer to D.B.C. but honestly I don't know. I probably should just so I can get a taste of college life again. I just found out that my grades weren't to good last spring. That's another class I am going to have to re-take. It wasn't the professor it was just that I was going through a lot of bullshit with my ex-roommate. I probably wrote about on here, I don't remember and I don't feel like reading all the journal entries just yet. But I will sometime. All I know is that I am gonna try to get back to school this fall and work on everything. If it means I am going to have to retake my comm class, english class, computer class, and hold off on the math and music class I will. I just want to get those 3 out of the way first. I figure if I hit those 3 classes first and hit them hard they'll pull up my qpa and gpa. Witch in turn will pull up my qualifications for finacle aide. :) Hullaluiah! or however you spell it. Yes I am happy that I have a game plan. No bars just study and study some more and if I have some free time on the weekend or the end of the nights I'll do something with Liz if she's free to do something. My fall semester has to go well so I probably won't screw off this year and if things are in line for the spring I will get the math class in. The music class is going to wait until the summer. And then I should be home free after this year. I hope.

I should look up some poetry contest and some other stuff. That's the only way I know I can get some money. Then again I don't know if anything I write is that good or not. I think what I need to do is dig deep inside myself and find the inspiration I once had when I was depressed, not that I am depressed right now. I don't know what I am anymore. I mean lately I have been so tired lately that I don't have any form of energy and I don't have any normal sleeping paterns anymore and I know I need to work on that before I go back to school. I think what I am gonna do is just set myself to go to bed at midnight and wake up at 8 am. Or go to bed at 1 am and wake up at 9am it just depends on how I schedule my classes. I don't wanna sleep all the time like I did when I was in school. If I wasn't in class or I didn't have a class I slept. I don't care what anybody says but I think when you're in college sleep can be a form of self destruction.

When I go back to school I am not going to do anything self destructive. No bars, and no boyfriends. But that's not to say I won't have a life. I will. The key is time managament.

For example :

1 am: go to bed
9am: get up and get a shower
9:30am: get dressed and ready for class
9:45am: eat breakfast (if I get a fridge)
10am: study(review) for my up coming class
11am: class
12p.m.: grab lunch and study(review) for class
1pm: class
2pm: study(review)
3pm: class
4pm: do homework
5pm: grab dinner with Liz
7pm: work out
8pm: finish homework and study
10pm: watch a movie or chill online same difference

it's a work in progress I don't know how I am going to schedule my classes but that is how I would like to do it.

Oh yeah I might not be able to get my writing class in the fall...my bad that one will have to come in the spring...ok the math class will go in that place and then I'll re-do the writing class in the spring. Ok I think I got a work of how I want to do it.

That schedule is a rough idea of how I want it to work, but it will probably change. So here's to having idea's and planning...

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass