Reading Articulate_AzN's journal

Hmm. so i broke up with my boyfriend a week or so ago, because he was getting very clingy and irritating and whiney. he would get angry at me for being angry at lets say... my mother. (which is typical of me, since my mother is a lying little bitch, but that is beside the point) and he would get angry at me for not giving him a kiss first thing when i came in the door. or get whiney when i didnt give him enough affection. i started to think he was only in this for the physical aspects of it all. and i was right. so i broke up with him. and i dont regret it, i dont feel bad about it, or anything. we decided to just be friends. not friends with benefits, just friends.

but, on another online community im involved in called myspace, i posted a bulletin that went something like this:

If you were in a room with me alone and the door was locked and no one could come in, name 5 things you would do with me.......... It can be anything, i wont be grossed out or anything
NOW REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES U GET BACK......... GOOD LUCK.............

and at first, he replied with this:

What kind of post is this?
1.)nothing
2.)nothing
3.)nothing
4.)nothing
5.)nothing

because you deserve better than to be fucked without the love behind it. FROM ANYONE that replies to this.

what the hell. i dont put up with that from anyone. i do whatever the hell i want, whenever the hell i want. if i wanna get fucked with no love, ill do just that. and like i care what he thinks about something like that? he was the one that went out with me wanting nothing but physical attention.

well, then i sent him this:

it was supposed to be funny. <_<;; get a hold of yourself. im not a fucking whore. i can take care of myself thanks.

which wasnt mean enough i think. because after apologizing profusely for it, he sent this:

I'm going to do this for real now. Once again, I'm sorry I vented on you :(. I feel really terrible about that still.

1.) Spoon with you and fall asleep. I still stand by what I said. I don't fall asleep faster anywhere else but in your arms.
2.) Nibble your ear and be mean ;).
3.) Nibble your ear and kiss your neck.
4.) [post mission] SEDUCE YOU!
5.) [post mission] whatever your lil heart desired ;)

Now send me a reply to this questionaire. Bye!

what. the. fuck. well, first of all. number 5 eliminates the previous four. i dont want to do anything with him. ANYTHING.
second, who does he think he is? i broke up with him. we're not dating. not going out. nothing. and he thinks he can still do that? he has no right to do any of those things. i think he has the wrong idea.

i think it also has to do with the fact that i was his fist girlfriend and hes 19. *sigh* i guess i asked for it. well, i know better now.

xo Connie ox

"Wishing on a star that's already burned out..."