Reading hells_angel's journal

Well things are getting worse at home. There is nothing to eat and the bills keep coming and piling up. I got a phone call this morning at 9:30 wanting to know when I was gonna pay the hospitol for when I went back in November. I told the lady pick a date that way we can both be surprized when I don't have the money. I don't have a job. I didn't get hired at Bi-Lo...which sucks by the way cuz I need the money. I don't have a choise but to put my name in a damn factory and hope the hell I don't get dicked around there.

Meanwhile mom is gonna end up in the hospitol. She keeps getting so stressed out cuz her car is acting up and she has bills to pay but her pay check doesn't stretch out far and my step dad has his fines to pay and Tim's pay check goes to his car. Meanwhile Danny has his damned girlfriend up our apartment and she bitches that she gets hungry I told Danny to tell the girl to go home and eat her mom certainly makes more money than our mom. But he doesn't and he wonders why I am so ticked off at him. If she eats there it's me who gets bitched at and not him. So yes I have plenty of reasons not to like his girlfriend. Find some other pathetic sap to hang all over and screw over.

Well here's to hoping my uncle will co-sign for my loan so I can go back to school and get a job on campus and maybe even a bartending job. Who knows. If I was a little bit more confident in my looks and a lil slimmer I'd be a stripper...you think I'm joking I'm not. On a good night you can walk out with $400 a night. On a bad night you walk out with $100 a night...which is still more than what you get paid for working in a factory. Oh well...maybe I'll just find ways to drop the weight and do that...I'd give my mom the cash. Lord knows she needs it.

It's pretty sad that she has to get a loan for a $1000 just so she can pay her bills, and put food on the table. Yet everyone is so damn worried about what is happening overseas that no one realizes that we are going into another depression here and that people will be living on the streets...but why should rich people worry about it, they have their money and they don't have to worry about what happens to everyone else.

I know that money doesn't make the world go round but damn it...it sure seems like that.

Take your time don't live to fast troubles will come and they will pass