Reading broken_dreamer's journal

This will most likely be short, seeing as I'm too drained to go into too much detail.

I got in an argument with the most important person in my life today. I didn't mean to. It just happened. Things were misinterpreted on both sides, creating conflict.

Anyway, it wasn't this sole argument that made me hurt. I hurt every time I get in a fight with someone. You know the drill. First your mad, then you're unbearably depressed. At least, that's how it goes for me. I hate having someone upset with me, especially this person in particular.

But I know that no matter what, I'm not going to make everyone happy all the time. Still... it hurts.

I feel like a child in a situation where both parties should be equal. I sometimes feel like I'm being looked down upon by this person, but I don't know if that's the truth or if it's just me making things up.. I don't know what to do.

The day has been terrible, simply from all the worry from a 5 minute conversation. I'm just trying to remember this:

"Arguing is positive, for it reminds us of what we truly care about."

Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live.