Reading Douche's journal

I went out for dinner a couple of nights ago with my old friend and bless her she is just one in a million. But she is getting married to her girlfriend who lives in canada so she is moving back to canada as she is actually canadian! I'm very sada bout this but so glad too as she has finally met someone and fallen in love. Its amazing how from someones presence you can see if they are happy or not. When she was unhappy and didnt feel 100% she used to curl up and her posture as lazy and withdrawn...but the other night when we were talking about her and her future and present life, she was sat upright making eye-contact and just seemed so fresh an dalive, I'm just so happy she really deserves it. she has been through so much, and she probably hasn't even told me the half of it. I know taht we went through one similar problem and thats why we find it so easy to share things with each other.

She was telling me about her fiance, she seems lovely and my friend clearly loves her. I was really shocked when she told me they were going to make a baby after the wedding. This is excellent news, if a bit rushed! I suppose she they are both in their 30's and its cleary what they want. They have decided between them that they want my friend to have the babies as she is the younger out of both of them!It must have been difficult for her partner to co- make this choice. If it was me I would want the children, and would be difficult and I'm so glad it didnt cause any upset in the relationship an I suppose there choice made a lot of sence.

I want too try and get some money together so I can go to canada next august to be at the wedding! I guess pictures will just have to do!

I almost had you