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Nov 14, 2005 12:48 # 40425

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Learning the art of being focused

It's monday morning and the day seems brighter somehow.
It's possibly because someone else here saw what I've been dealing with first hand and like other things that I've faced before where at first I was the only person who saw them and everyone else here said I was completely nuts and being rediculous, this person came face to face with what I've been dealing with, and now, I'm no longer alone in this.

That's a wonderful feeling. Having someone validate what you know is real.
We are setting about a very special task. We are making the common area of the house completely void of any comforts that we have brought to the house and have generously put into the common area for everyone to enjoy.
This person that has been a problem here has also used these things.
Like the t.v.
And the movies.

Today, after work, we are going to remove them from the common area and bring them down here.
They will no longer be avaible to be used at will.

This person who came out here because he needs what the farm has, not us, but the farm, will have to begin to find someway to fill his days other than doing what he has been doing, which is watching t.v.

If he wants t.v., he will have to go out and buy one, either that or invade one of the other people's rooms, who haven't had an extended taste of the crap I have.

It's very peaceful out here. And it will again be free of stress.
I'm going to have a space in this very large basement for my studio, and that's awesome.
Somthing I've needed for a very long time.

And if I'm not mistaken, this person will either go completely nuts from the lack of noise that he says he has to have around him or he will leave, or change.

He was brought out here because there are things that need to change in his life, and he has been filling his life with so much noise that it hasn't been happening.
Now it will.

And for that I am truely happy this morning.

It only looks that way because your standing on your head.

Nov 14, 2005 19:57 # 40435

kylebellamy *** replies...

Re: Learning the art of being focused

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Being the vindictive person I am, I would leave the TV, remove any cable access it has and put only Barney videos... thousands of them. And just for the fun of it, make them only 3 minutes long so they cut out right away.

I know I'm dead on the surface But I'm screaming underneath

Nov 15, 2005 06:36 # 40448

harold_maude *** replies...

Re: Learning the art of being focused

Grinning..I love it. Barney videos. Brilliant.
We removed the t.v. and this place is really weird, we can't get cable.
And he's pissed. :)

It only looks that way because your standing on your head.


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