Reading harold_maude's journal

Another poem, differnt time, different place...but still..

I close my eyes
only to find you filling my entire field of view
Shouldn't have fallen in love with you
It was the last thing I wanted to do
I only wanted to be your friend
to be there when everyone else left
to be the one who would always listen
not judge anything you said
but inspite of all my determination
I woke up this morning in love with you
now my delema is so clear
do I tell you?
Do I take the risk of losing you as a friend
so I can have you as my love?
With you, I don't know if both is possible.
Don't quite know what to do
I'd love to talk to you about it
If only I wasn't in love with you
I know you'll see it in my eyes
you know me so well
our friendship runs so deep
we've shared so much more than most lovers do
how am I gonna hide that I'm in love with you
wish I could tell you, I really do
I wish I was in love with someone other than you.
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