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Well I just broke up with my girlfriend. What can you do right? As stupid as it sounds she mentioned on one of her blogs that she met a "really nice guy" and that on one particular day she got "to talk to that guy which was the ONLY thing good that happened that day". Of course she has guy friends but doesn't this seem overly suspicious? I'm not the jealous type but... I can't see anyway around it with this one.
So I confronted her about it, not in person, we are currently separated by distance (ha, more than that now) and she's giving me the silent treatment. What do you women think is that proof of her guilt or is she just writing me off? I wish I was wrong it would feel so bad.

Another thing. So, as I mentioned we were separated by distance, the only way we got to talk was email and the phone. Recently she got a new job and claims to be very busy and it's hard for her to email me. I can except that. I went about 4 days without a simple hello and come to find out she had time to "email" other guys and she had time to go out dancing. Hey I don't blame her but it seems to me she put her friends above me. A simple hey how are you, this this and this happened today would have been fine.

Oh well, I'll get over it. The shitty part is I broke up with her, and somehow I feel bad about it. I guess I really just want her to admit it, or deny it for that matter.

"Boredom is the Ultimate Gateway Drug"- Atheist_Uprising

This may not be what you want to hear, but if you broke up with her then what she does and who she spends time with or e-mailing has nothing to do with you.

When you end a relationship it means that it's done.
When it's done, everything else is no longer something you say yes or no to.

It sounds like in the long run, maybe this isn't something you wanted deep down, but did it anyway.
She's doing what most guys do, even when they are in a relationship, they have lots of friends of both sexes and where you fall in that range of people depends on the person's mood and their particular feelings about you.

Your right about getting over it. You will. And there are plenty of other people in the world to meet and so if I was sitting in your shoes, I would get on with my life.
Your emotions are going to take time to get back on an even keel
and that's somthing that may help with all of this.

It only looks that way because your standing on your head.

I hear you. I could careless who or what she does now. The things I mentioned were while we were dating. She won't give me any excuses or explanations. I guess she doesn't have to either way, although I'd like one.

I was just wondering if her actions seemed suspicious to anyone else. That's why I broke up with her- I don't know you think I jumped the gun?

"Boredom is the Ultimate Gateway Drug"- Atheist_Uprising