Reading jael's journal

It's been tradition for me to go through a depression phase about 2 days before my birthday and a day after that.. and during my birthday I'm probably the saddest person alive.

Today was different.

Although I did go into depression mode the minute the clocked hit 12 for a couple hours after, it suddenly was okay in the morning.

So, it's my birthday.

So, I'm a year older.

It doesn't matter if only 5 people remembered. Atleast they who remembered - mattered to me

My boss and collegue surprised me by taking me out to lunch and then she played "happy birthday" on the flute while my boss did a bismal job of singing first two lines of "Happy birthday to you"

But it was okay, I'm not depressed which is more than I can say about my birthdays usually.

I'm not thinking, crap it went away and no one cared, now I have to wait for a year to find out if they really do again.

I'm okay. And more importantly, I'm not dreading my birthdays...

It's okay.

and fucking Crap!

I'm not bloody 19 anymore!!

;)

This post was edited by jael on Jan 12, 2006.

Happy birthday, little Jael :) I am glad you're not in the world of teens anymore. Welcome to the "adult" world. Rofl... Note that all of this comes from someone who is so incredibly old... heh 23 in 2 months and 11 days. I am already getting depressed at the idea, scared of the first wrinkles on my face, and using what Hawkeye likes to call "potions" in order to have a "perfect" skin.

Un bacio è un'apostrofo rosa scritto tra le parole "ti amo".

Happy birthday, little Jael

*cough cough*

Ahem, That would be just Jael.

And thank you :)

Oh! happy birthday~! *runjumphug*

you know what this means dont you? Birthday drinkies when you get back :) AND, i'll be able to do it legally as of next tuesday. wooo!

i hope this year is filled with love, luck and happiness for you.

-Mel

Look at me! I'm a prostitute robot from the future!