Reading Poetry

Lines between Tears

I’m laid on the grass
Thinking about life
But some tears come alive
And wash up my hands

I try to remember
Those cold old times
When everyone hurt me
When everyone die.

Nobody knows I’m here
Nobody knows that I’m dying
Nobody cares about me
Nobody see my pain

I wonder why me
Why should I take this pain?
To hold it like a child
That holds his dreams at night

Maybe I just want to die
To see what they would say
“Look he’s dead, but I don’t care”
Saying that while they laugh

I hate them I hate them all
Just for living for take my air
They are little
“What little you are”
That’s what Hao Said
And I think he was right

Please somebody answer
See my pain
And put a bullet in my brain
Cause only then
I could rest
Felling the death between my fingers
Felling how it drown me down

Please forgive me father
Don’t look at me mother
Remember me sister
Forgive me you all
Cause there is no choice

It’s not your fault
That this pain last so long
When I die you will…
Remember me please?